Friday, November 13, 2009
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Reflecting on Guatemala
As I reflect back over the past week, I pray that God will help me relate to you how amazing He is. I didn't post last week, mostly because my mind couldn't – still can't – process it all, but I am going to try. I should preface it by saying that some words may be misspelled or some of the details may be out of order. For someone as plan-driven as I am, the fact that I lost all concept of time is a miracle in itself.
We left early Monday, November 2, headed to Atlanta to fly out for Guatemala City. We left the church on time but had to stop along the way to pick up Dr. Johnnie. When we got just past Oxford, we came to a complete stop as emergency crews worked to clear the scene of a horrible accident. I believe that before we even knew it, God had begun to work things together for our good and our safety. Had we not stopped and waited those few minutes for the doctor, we may have been right in the middle of that tragic accident.
As we sat waiting, Breck led us in prayer for the drivers involved and their families. Early on, our trip and the people we would encounter were bathed in prayer.
We arrived safely in Atlanta and shortly thereafter boarded the plane. My nervousness about the flight quickly faded as we ascended above the clouds, and I was reminded of the majesty of our God who sits high above those clouds, looking down on all the earth. I thought about his omnipresence, realizing He was 100% with me and 100% with each of my children, 100% with each of us at every second. It is completely mind-boggling and totally amazing.
Though our landing in Guatemala City was rough, we were there safely. After what seemed like forever at the airport, we were finally in route to the mission house. The long drive seemed very short as we took in the sights. When we came to Pollo Compero, a place that for the remainder of the trip would be an important landmark indicating we were almost "home", we turned toward the mission house and experienced the first of MANY jostles, bumps, and almost bruises. The hurricanes/tropical storms did away with Guatemala's "dry season," and the roads were filled with large mudholes. Up the mountain, at the end of the bumpy road was the mission house – beautiful in its purpose and its structure. We unloaded then headed back down the road to Pollo Compero, perhaps a Latin version of KFC. Those of us in the van encountered the first of a few close encounters between Dave Merriman and the local drivers, but we survived it (and others to come). At Pollo Compero, our ordering consisted of a lot of pointing and gesturing. Our server was patient as we realized how poor our Spanish was. Jim Rutland was hungry enough to open up salsa packets, gouge out what he could with his fork, and start eating. What if we realized our spiritual hunger enough to get that desperate?
After dinner, we headed back up the mountain to the house, unpacked, had our nightly devotional, and settled in. Whether it was the excitement or uncertainty that kept most of us from sleeping well, I'm not sure, but we woke up Tuesday morning tired but eager to get started with what God had called us there to do.
The drive to San Raphael passed quickly because of the many sights – mountains, valleys, villages, buildings, lack of buildings, animals on the streets, people on the streets, people in the streets. And then…no streets, or at least no pavement. At once, the pavement ended and we were bouncing along another mountain road, leading up to San Raphael. It seemed to me that this village and people were the poorest we served this week, but they were rich in love and acceptance of us. As the people met us on the streets, Maranda was the first to open up her bag of dulces, and once that first child had one in hand, they started coming from everywhere. The build teams were directed to their worksites, and the medical team hiked up the steep hill to the church where the doc would set up. The hike was more physical activity than most of us are accustomed to, especially at that altitude, so thankfully God provided gorgeous flowers along the way to grab our attention so that while we stopped to admire His handiwork, we caught another breath to make it a little farther up the hill. The people greeted us at the church as Evvy, Laurie, and Robert prepared the medicine suitcases. The clinic was slow that day because of a meeting in the market, so while Dr. Johnnie treated his few patients, the rest of us got to know – and love – the children of San Raphael. We made balloon animals, played Frisbee, colored. I raced (something I haven't done since early highschool). Pat kept the kids laughing with random English outbursts, such as "You better wipe your nose." He and Myra tied balloon animals until her fingers were about to bleed, and I never imagined the excitement that a simple balloon would give.
I made two special friends that day, Sandi and Adilia. They're the two that convinced me to race. After much gesturing, they finally just took me by the hand and pulled me to the starting line. At last, I understood what they wanted me to do, and I just didn't have the heart to say no. After all, this trip was part of the race God has called me to. Acts 20:24 says, "I consider my life worth nothing to me, if only I may finish the race and complete the task the Lord Jesus has given me—the task of testifying to the gospel of God's grace." And that was our goal the entire week.
After racing and coloring, my sweet little friends took me by the hands and led me on a walk through their village, down a steep hill to a small stream of water and all over to pick a variety of flowers for me – hydrangeas, lilies, daisies, others I don't know the names for. With their cold little hands in mine, with their dirty little faces, and their feet crammed into shoes that looked too small, they were giving back to me what they had to offer. Isn't that how we are to be with God? Dirty and cold, with little or a lot, giving what we have.
I thought of Matthew 19:14, "Jesus said, "Let the little children come to me, and do not hinder them, for the kingdom of heaven belongs to such as these." For the first time in a long time, I felt like I was doing exactly what God wanted me to. Each of us had a purpose on this trip. I didn't touch a hammer or do anything very physical. I was excited about helping with medical clinics but only checked a few blood pressures the whole trip. The thing God had planned for me was to minister to the children through His love and compassion. But you know who was ministered to most from those encounters? Me. My heart was so full when we left San Raphael that first day, that I couldn't contain it all.
Several houses were built that day, physical needs were met, we were tired and dirty. God was at work – in their lives and in ours.
On Wednesday and Thursday, build teams went to Las Camelias while a medical team went to another village each day. The roads to Las Camelias weren't as rough as those to San Raphael. As we neared the village, Jim handed candy out the window, and soon there were women and children lined up alongside the van. Pat and I stood on the side of the road making balloon animals while the others headed to their build sites. When the children all had their globos in hand, we joined the teams. The guys put up 8 houses in this village while the women played and loved on children.
We met Jesus that day…not the Christ, but a Guatemalan man who's name is pronounced "Hey Soos." He had been in the states some time ago and was able to translate for us. He teaches the children English in his six-desk classroom – not nearly enough space for the many children in the village. He shared his desire to teach the children English, recreation, work ethic, and what it is to have a relationship with Christ. Daryl and Pam felt led to provide Jesus' classroom with a printer, and Pat gathered pencils and other supplies. Jesus thanked them with the most delicious broccoli I've ever tasted. It may not sound like much, but it's much like the widow's mite – it was all he had to give.
When it was time to leave on Wednesday, a very important lesson was learned – DO NOT PULL OUT A FULL BAG OF CANDY OR TOYS! The sweet children turned into a rowdy mob, and I ended up being scratched and pummeled for hair barrettes. It was easy at the time to be irritated by that, but I see now that we're just as greedy. We are not satisfied with what we have. Must have more, even if we hurt others in getting it.
After that scene, I was dreading going back there on Thursday. We were more sparse with our gift-giving, in order to save treats for kids in the villages where medical clinics and food distribution were still to take place. This day, we saw that really, it wasn't the gifts or candy the kids wanted most anyway. I watched kids line up to play "Peas Porridge Hot" with Joan and hop scotch, jump rope, and limbo with Myra, Pam, and me. They enjoyed the fun and attention as much as the gifts, maybe even more.
On Wednesday, after building and playing in Las Camelias, we met up with the medical clinic for a food distribution. We gave simple items like pasta, rice, and sugar, but the people were so grateful. I thought of all the things in my pantry and freezer and how, even with those items there, I still so often say, "Ugh, there's nothing to eat." What a spoiled and unappreciative people we are!
After the distribution, the pastor and elders of the church prayed for us. The prayer was passionate and sincere, and we felt the spirit of God move in that room. After that, we were humbled as we realized again the sacrifices of the Guatemalan people to show us their gratitude. The leaders of the same group of people to whom we had just given basic food items had bought the 25-30 of us a soft drink and snack. I have never appreciated a Pepsi so much in my life.
Friday was probably the busiest day of the entire week, as build teams put finishing touches on the 16 homes in San Raphael and Las Camelias, Scott Kirk and a few others worked to finish a project at the seminary, and a medical clinic and food distribution took place in Cherijuyu. Approximately 250-300 people sought the help of Dr. Johnnie, John, and Laurie. Michelle was busy taking blood pressures while the rest of us colored, made balloons, jumped rope, played limbo (or anything else we could think of) with the children. Dave Merriman got the prize for most entertaining that day with his balloon sword-fighting and the lasting impressions he made in 3 young hearts.
Saturday was the day we had all looked forward to, and there was a great anticipation as we headed back to the villages for home dedications. San Raphael was first, and I was so excited to see my sweet friends looking up the road for me. When they saw me, they sprinted toward me with outstretched arms. Oh, if only I watched for Christ that way and ran to him with arms open wide…
One by one the homes were dedicated to God. Through Cesar, our interpreter, friend, and brother in Christ, we relayed to the owners that the homes were not from us at Lakeside or from America, but from God because of His great love for us. We then prayed for God's blessing to be upon the family and the home. For those we knew to be Christian, Cesar encouraged them to let their light shine to the community, that others may see and know God. To the others, Cesar presented the gospel, and several accepted Christ that day. The first to accept Christ was a young man, probably 19 or 20. When he fell on his knees before God, it was more than my heart could hold. I bent over, raised my hands in praise, and cried tears of joy. We can pray for those who accepted Christ to be encouraged and discipled, but we should pray also for those who would not turn to God that day. Some seemed to struggle with the decision, wavering between the religion of the country and a relationship with Christ.
In Las Camelias, one Christian family shared with us that they had struggled financially and prayed for God to provide a house for them. Shortly after their prayer, while the husband was at work, the wife was approached about us coming to build them a home. Joy shone all around that sweet family. Joy that comes from knowing God, knowing He hears your prayer and loves you enough to answer, joy that comes from realizing that He knew the answer before you ever asked him. In their joy, they hung balloons from the ceiling and invited us in to see their celebration. They told us that when they asked God for a home, they never imagined it would be as great as what we built. This statement put things into perspective for me. They didn't imagine something as great as this wood and tin structure with a concrete floor. I often think about something grander than my 3 bedroom, 2 bath home and all its furnishings. Jesus said in John 14:2, "In my Father's house are many mansions. If it were not so, I would have told you. I go to prepare a place for you, I will come again and receive you to Myself, that where I am, there you may be also." The size of our earthly homes means nothing. We will all have mansions in glory, but you know what – it won't even matter because our focus will be on Christ. We will be there with Him, and that will be enough. What if we lived life that way now?
Many other blessings took place during home dedications. Again, we received a much bigger blessing than we ever could have given. Isn't that the way missions work typically turns out? Acts 20:35 says, "It is more blessed to give than to receive." That's because in giving, you do receive.
The elders of the church prayed for us and us for them before we left. One last impression I got – not only from the church in Las Camelias, but from every village – was the respect the people had for the house of God. The churches were by far the nicest buildings in the villages, with immaculately clean tile floors and fresh flowers. It just showed the reverence for God. You know, our bodies are the temple of the living God. Do they demonstrate a respect for God's presence?
That night, I think it was Rene that said it well: we were emotionally exhausted but spiritually renewed. Breck pointed out that we live most of our lives the opposite way – spiritually exhausted and on emotional overload. Anthony shared an anology he heard about Extreme Home Makeover. The whole show builds up to the moment when you hear three words, "MOVE THAT BUS!." In the instant after that phrase, you don't see the house. You see the faces of the homeowners, and you don't even need to see the house because you can tell on their faces how amazing the house is. My sweet husband encouraged us to live that way, to be such a reflection of God that people wouldn't have to look very far to see how awesome our God is.
Sunday we attended one of Pastor Max's services. He shared how years ago he felt God's call into ministry, and now he rides from place to place on his motorcycle to preach and serve his people. Max's family led the worship service. Though we couldn't understand much of the words, we felt His presence, and at last we recognized a familiar melody and joined to sing, "Then sings my soul, my Savior, God to thee! How great Thou art. How great Thou art." In English and Spanish both at once, serving the one and only Jehovah God! A God who sees our hearts instead of our color, faults, or failures. A God who knows all people groups, who understands all languages, who hears all prayers and praises. An amazing and Holy God that we can't even fathom, yet a God who loves us intimately and is patient with our feeble-mindedness. WOW!
We spent the afternoon in Antigua, enjoying for one last time this week the sights and people of Guatemala. The weather was sunny, which helped many of us realize how God had blessed us with rain during the dry season. How He had quite likely prevented those who were reluctant to drink from becoming dehydrated, how He kept the men hard at work from worse fatigue. See, in our complaining, we so often miss the blessings from God. We rush around, overlooking the little ways He's cared for us. Nothing is accidental to Him. "God causes all things to work together for good to those who love God, to those who are called according to His purpose." But not always what we consider good but instead, the ultimate good – to become more like Christ.
I thank God that that is how I feel after this trip. A little bit more like Christ. What an honor and privilege that He would allow me, in all my faults, to become more like His precious son.
Now, back at home after such an amazing experience, I'm just bummed. I guess that's normal, but it's sure not fun. I know there are opportunities in my everyday life to shine for Christ, to share with my neighbor or the neighborhood children. But why does it seem so much easier and even more desireable to do it far away instead? Please pray that I would not let go of what I felt in Guatemala, that I would not forget how great it was to be used by God, that I would seek opportunities to be used wherever I am. Pray that God would allow me to one day see my Guatemalan friends again. And pray that He would send others to water the seeds that our team planted until they are ready for harvest. Pray for missionaries all over the world and for the people groups they're reaching. Pray for those who can't serve but can support those who may have the heart but not the money for missions. Thank God for all He's doing around the world and for the privilege we have to go tell.
With Love,
Bonita
Saturday, November 7, 2009
To God be the Glory...
What an absolutely wonderful day! Today was house dedication for all 14 houses we built during the week. We met with each family...presented them a washtub full of household goods...prayed over the house...presented the Gopsel to them along with a new Bible. As a result of sharing the Gospel, 3 people came to know the Lord.
Each ceremony was very movng...and very emotional as each family was so grateful for the things they received. We did, however. make it perfectly clear that the source of the gifts were not from our group, but from the Lord.
As our time here draws to a close, today was a fitting climax. The Lord has taught us all so much and blessed us in so many ways. We thank you for all your prayers and support and look forward to seeing you soon.
Jim R.
New Additions to our family...
To God be the glory, for He alone is worthy of our praise!
Craig
Another Great Day
Everyone is doing well, and we look forward to a great day tomorrow.
Pictures are very slow to work with, but here are a few random shots from different days:
Fathers
Thursday, November 5, 2009
Paint Brush
Tomorrow we will go back to both villages where we have been working to finish the homes. We build everything but the front wall and leave it open for the homeowners to hand mix concrete for the floor. Then we return and finish the front, and install the door and window. These homes only have one door and one window. So, our goal for tomorrow is to get all of the homes finished. Then we will go back to each home on Saturday, dedicate the home, present the family with a Bible written in Spanish, and the Gospel. Pastor Breck has said this will be the most memorable part of the week. I don't know how it can get any better, but I trust him.
A special thanks to my Sunday School class (Akers-Jones class) for providing the financial resources to build one of the homes. You will never know how much this means to a family here. But don't worry, we will tell you all about it as soon as we get back!
Scott Kirk
Pictures
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
AWESOME DAY!!!!!!!!!!
Pam Hamaker
God Is Good
Daryl
What a day!!
Tonight, we had a special time with the local pastor and his elders and deacons after the food distribution. Food was distributed to 150 families [tickets were given by the local pastor....otherwise we might still be there :)] and then they surpised us by giving us cokes and crackers. Now most Americans would say [in sarcasm] wow. Allow me to explain. Each coke cost 400 casales which is about 50 cents in American money. So, for 25 of us, the cokes alone were $12-$13. Here's the kicker..........the averge Guatemalan family makes $2-$3 PER DAY. What a sacrifice they made for us!! They treat each other the same way. When an American receives something from someone, most of the time it's theirs, period. We gave out some peanut butter and jelly sandwiches, and the children tore the sandwiches into small pieces to make sure everybody got some. What a lesson for us.
We love y'all and covet your prayers for the team and for the Guatemalan people we come into contact with.
David Merriman
Rena Kirk
Gisele Glaze
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Who's in Charge?????
What a wonderful day! Our team was able to complete 3 houses today..as was the other construction team. 6 total in one day...a new record ..or so we have been told.
It is always interesting to watch God work...who He chooses to work through...when and how. Our team today had varying talents..from those who were very well versed in construction work to those like me..who can't cut a board or hammer a nail...but can dig a hole. But that's how God works...he takes those with different talents who could accomplish perhaps a little on their on..and molds them together into a unit which can accomplish great things.
For a while today Samuel was our construction supervisor...for a while it was Max...for a while when they were both gone, I wondered who really was in charge? ..:)
As I reflect back over the day...I now know who really was...:).
Thanks for your prayers!!!
Jim R.
Dulce!
I was also impressed with their gratitude for everything. The day was filled with smiling faces, both children and adults.
One quick funny story from the day...I was giving candy out to some little children. I quickly learned what "dulce" is! At one point, I ran out of dulce and held my empty hands out. A young little girl, who already had some dulce, looked up at me with her big brown eyes, smiled and patted my belly. There was no language barrier in that moment, and we both had a quick laugh and smile. She went on her way and I on mine. I have no expectation that I will ever see this girl again, but what a special connection we had in a moment.
We should see all our blessings as dulce!
Craig
God Is Good
In Him,
Breck
Tusting God
Scott Kirk
Monday, November 2, 2009
Using Our Gifts
Thanks again,
Tim
Made it!!!
The mission house is outstanding....many of the comforts of home and in a beautiful setting.
Tomorrow...we begin the work...not ours but God's. I am looking forward to seeing what He has in store for us this week....I'm certain His work won't be in vain!!
Keep us in your prayers!!
Jim R.
They Have Arrived
Gisele Glaze
Patience
Sammie had breakfast and hot coffee. What a blessing! Everyone was
excited to get moving. Everything was going according to our plan.
Now we have spent the last 45 minutes sitting still on the interstate.
Don't worry all is well with us. But, we began with our plan and have
been reminded we are on God's mission, His plan and His timing. In the
midst of realizing I couldn't have planned for this or fix it, I
couldn't help but hear God say, "Be still and know that I am God.".
Praise You Father for reminding us early of Your care for us.
Lord, thank you for Your blessing and provision. He is good and His
timing is perfect.
Thanks,
Breck
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Friday, October 30, 2009
Confident
Think I'm ready to go!!
While I may "think" all those things...I am definitely confident about one thing. We are going to a place where God has already arranged divine appointments for us. I'm excited to get there and see what He has planned for us. And can't wait to see the results....no doubt I will be changed forever..and for the better.
Pray for us!!!
Jim Rutland
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
What Guatemala Means to Me
Monday, October 12, 2009
Prayer Guide
- Prepare them physically, emotionally, and spiritually for the journey they will make to minister in Guatemala.
- Fill them with the fruit of the Spirit (Galatians 5:22).
- Give them a love and a burden for the people they will minister to and with.
- Give the team an indivisible unity.
- Protect the team (and each member) from anything that would keep them from going.
- Protect each member as we travel.
- Give them a clear vision as to what they need us to do.
- Continue to provide protection and provision as they serve Him in Guatemala.
- Continue to give them a burden to reach the lost in Guatemala for Christ.
- Encourage them in the work that they are doing.
- Prepare their hearts for the Gospel seed to be planted and harvested.
- Draw them unto Himself as we exalt the name of Christ.
- Pour out His Spirit for revival among the people in Guatemala.
- Burden the hearts of others to carry the Gospel to Guatemala.
Saturday, October 10, 2009
Welcome (Bienvenidos)










